So...... I am the camp photographer this summer!!! I am so excited!!!!!

Life... It's like gettin' a blueberry muffin in a coffeeshop when what you ordered was the apricot-nut. There aren't any apricots or nuts in it, and you can get tied up in knots just thinkin' about what your missin', when the smarter thing to do is realize that blueberries have a nice taste too.


I read this in a book last night. Something the janitor said to the main character. Janitors are always so smart.

If I finally told people the truth... I mean, the real truth, would I still be ok here? Or would I have dug my own grave? Why is it so hard to let people know what is deep inside of me? The things I really think. The things I really do. The things I really believe. I want to be accepted here. To be truly accepted I must learn to be honest, but to be honest might mean rejection. Just one more bad or worse situation. It never ends.