Useless

So basically, I cant do anything.

I can't help.

I just can't do it.

I wish I could help them so much!!! I wish I could make everything better! Not just for my benefit, but I know they would be happier too! Why cant I do anything? Why be given something I can't do anything about? What the heck is the point? Why must everything that makes me happy, makes me secure get taken away? Why can't I just have a bit of stability on this earth? Would that be so hard God? Just a bit of stability so that I can function normally here? Its so hard to be stranded all the time.