I really dont want to be frustrated while Im here. I wanted to escape for a while. Its just so hard. I called my grandma today. She says she doesnt want to deal with anything that's happening. She doesnt want Billy to come back. She says its better he stays where he is, but I dont want to lose both my brothers in one year.

I just dont know.

Maybe its better if I just stop caring all together about everything.

The second week of camp is almost over and I'm loving ever minute of it.

Yes, I have to clean toilets.
Yes, I have to mop floors.
Yes, sometimes I have to work on getting mold off of a wall until almost 9pm

but Im so happy this is my job.

Its not just about the job. Its about the place. I love Calvin Crest, so I love my job. Even if it is cleaning toilets.
Calvin Crest is the only place I've ever been to where people cry when their job is done and its time for them to go home after the summer.
If that doesnt say something about this place, I dont know what does.